Wednesday, February 29, 2012

I just realized everything i have is someday gonna be gone.

on the eve of my adulthood, here i sit. i click shuffle on my phone.

never grow up -taylor swift.
it begins to play and my mind swirls with emotions and thoughts.
of all 1121 songs, this comes on first.
Taylor once said that it seems her life, and the lives of the fans are parallel. In this exact instant, they are.

tomorrow i will say goodbye to my entire childhood. I'll be able to sign weavers and go to jail.
adulthood seems frightening.

I seem to be stuck in a 14 year old trance. Sometimes, while i drive, i still ask myself if i'm allowed to. And each and everyday, i ask when i got to be so old.
"it's funny how day by day nothing changes but we look back and everything is different."

So i guess, with these 11 minutes left, I'll toast.
I'll toast to my pre-adult years.
I'll toast to junior high days past.
I'll toast to many a young womens.
I'll toast to first dates and driving.
I'll toast to summers filled with pools, tan skin, and a 4 year lifeguard crush.
I'll toast to good memories, and bad; may i remember them all.

& finally, a toast to a brand new adventures.

"Growing up is never easy. You hold onto things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older, we just had to forgive ourselves for growing up"

Saturday, February 25, 2012

dynamite couple. that isn't dating.


This entire interview is absolutely hilarious.
but i especially love them singing together and i pray they do a duet on her next album.
why is zac SO FREAKING handsome?!?!
i miss him singing.

i really love this song.
for reals.
i would buy it on itunes in a heartbeat.
i will never think of the real song the same again. it will always and forever be taylor and zac's song.

"i could've died."

a more serious side of these two goons.


"like mathematically on an average."
"i'm sorry, i'm thinking of my questions for T.I."
"i think like birth certificate wise it's swift."
"well that's sick. edit that out. there is too much now."

bree and i quote this CONSTANTLY.

love these two best friends.


"TAYLOR!"
"america's sweetheart is coming through! and taylor swift is with me!"

hey guess what?

my birthday is coming up.

i've never had a surprise party, incase you were wondering.
gifts are accepted.
especially those with justin bieber, taylor swift, or zac efron's face on them.
JB and i are the same age. exactly.
happy 18th to jb and ch. march 1st baby.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

oh dangit.

lately i've gotten this horrible.... habit? that's not the right word.

where i can't finish my joke because i'm laughing too hard at it.

let's be real though, it's hard to contain your laughter when in a heytell you are saying that you look like you were just ran over by a very large, very angry dump truck full of ugly.
hahahahahaha.
it's even funny when you type it.

also, if you are wondering if you think i think i'm funny, let me quote saryn.
(after laughing at my joke.)
"ah, cailey, i hate it when i think you're funny because i know it just goes straight to your head."
"that's because i am funny."